Ya know in the movies where the person dies and goes to heaven and their whole life is replayed for them to watch?

I was driving home tonight and busted out laughing because that thought went through my mind and honestly if I had to watch that part of my life replay the 1/2 mile drive that felt like 897 miles, with 1 baby crying, 1 toddler crying, one 4-year old fake-crying, one 6-year old trying to 'sing a lullaby' louder than the crying, and one 10-year old moaning in pain (her 'stomach hurt') - I might turn around and walk right back out of heaven. The real question is why oh why did I have that thought? Maybe I just thought I had died and was living in ... and that was my karmic punishment for not living a better life here on earth...hmmmmmm